Anytime I try to think of my wishes, I am left empty.
I can’t remember the last REAL wish I made– I feel that I am incapable of wishing
Even my birthday wishes are WORTHLESS… Meaning, they aren’t even GENUINE.
Please, let me illustrate:
My ‘go-to’ wish the past few birthdays has been:
“I wish for health, and happiness.”
But in that, there is NO EMOTION.
I don’t wish for illness, or despair. I simply DON’T WISH— Anything, at all!
Mentally, I am just going through these traditional motions, EMOTIONLESS— I don’t even care.
Am I apathetic.. or merely pathetic?
In pathetic apathy,